it's been so long.....

howwwwaaa...
so long since da last tyme i wrote on dis blog...
too busy i guess n luckily 4 me miz had asked us to stop posting blog...
huhu...

act, too many stories to be unfold...
but it's been too long dat i tend to forgot...
huhu...
it's normal rite 4 us to forget sumthin...
al- insannu nisyan...

one thing dat i remember is dat the holy month of Ramadhan has arrived and now we are fasting....huhu...
soon da raya will peep in...and i wont be in malaysia to greet da raya...(sooo sad when i wrote dis...)
i dont think i will be strong enough to not to cry when da tyme is approaching...

i am not sad to think dat i will be alone in cairo, but i am really sad to think dat i didnt do enough deeds to my parents and my family...
and to think dat i wont be there 4 them when they need help...
hukhukhukhukhukhukhukhuk....

sorry mak n ayah...
4 not being good enough to both of u...
i know too many tymes i did wrong to u...
but i really regret it...
truly from da bottom of my heart...
and i will always luv both of u da most...

p/s: dunno why am i too emotional 2day... huhu....

my name is in the malaysia book of record..............

erm maybe it was too late for me to write a post about this since it had been done in a few weeks ago...but last few weeks were among the most busy week with tons of assignment and quizzes that consumed my precious time here....huhu

back to the main story here,on last 21 until 24 of june intec had organised an event to break the malaysia record that is 52 HOURS NON STOP MULTILINGUAL PUBLIC SPEAKING...
52 hours symbolizes 52 years of our country's independence...
at first i've never thought that i will participate in this record breaking because i am not good in delivering speeches in front of others. i will start to get nervous and my hand will get cold...
i really want to improve myself actually in this speaking problem but i've never done it...

but at last i just embraced myself to tell lan that i want to participate in this big event with hope that i can be brave when delivering the speech...
after a lot of complications,on sunday night i was told that my turn to deliver my speech is on tuesday morning at o148...very early in the morning...pity me...but my supportive housemate told me that they will accompany me that morning....
so during the weekend i was busy finding arabic articles for my speech...and i did found one that is about imam syafi'e...
the night before my turn to deliver the speech,i was busy memorizing my speech and i could not sleep as i was too nervous...
but then someone from the organizer called me and asked me to go to dewan cemara to get ready for my turn.
so off we went (my housemate and me) to the dewan...
there i saw aimat who had his turn to deliver the speech on that morning also and a few more of my classmate...
i waited for my turn sleepily as it was my sleep time,usually...huhu
then my turn came and i started to shivering...hadoooiiii....
i delivered my speech with mumbling and nervousness...

frankly, i was so frustrated that time after i finished delivering my speech because i really want to improve myself upon this public speaking problem.and that's the main reason i participated in this event,but i didnt think i have improved...
so sad that morning...

but anyway i really want to thank lan and aimat for being there to give moral support (i guess so...huhu)...
thanks also to my housemate : fathiyah and anis and hani also and to my friends capieq and asmn for being there...(farahin too, i know you supported me from your house...huhu)
at least i knew that there will always someone behind me...

p/s: so sorry lan for not coming when you were delivering your speech...i felt so guilty for not coming as you did come for me...sorry ya...

just a dream...

last night i dreamt of him...i saw his face clearly in front of my eyes...

he is so gosh good-looking...

duuuuuuuuuuuuh...

then suddenly i woke up,but with a smile lighten up my blurred face...

huhuu...

i dreamt of him.....

really like twilight movies...

and now i am collecting the novels...

now i only have two novels out of 4...

i really can't wait for the new sequel that will be coming on this november...

maybe i will be watching the movie in egypt...huuhu...

can't wait for that...

so who want to join me you are mostly welcome yeh...

p/s:sorry miss hasnaa for writing this post... just want to let out my feeling...huhu

i'll write another post for you okay...huhu

the day of becoming old continued...

here some of pictures for you to peek on...

okay...the story continued...

erm later that night, all my classmates (and me...of course la..huhu..) went to "starbuck" at cemara and enjoying the cake...huhu...i did want to invite you,miz hasnaa but my father brought that cake late in the evening,so how could i reached you right...sorry miz hasnaa..huhu

p/s: now just waiting for qarafi to treat us as his promised...huhu

celebrating the day of becoming old....

yeah...i have been waiting for this day (19 june) for the whole week....huhu...
the night before,all my old friends wished me....they sent me funny mms to wish my birthday....huhu...sharp on 12 o'clock in the midnight.first sms came into my inbox...a few minutes later another one,and then there was another...i was so touched as all my friends did remember this who-knows-her girl....(of course i was feeling very happy to have so many birthday wishes sms in my inbox,huhu...) that night i slept with a smile lighten up my face...huhu

the next morning,my mom wished me for the best in my life...(thanks mak...really love you...)

at class,i came early and mizah who is very kind-hearted,bought me breakfast as a birthday gift...(thanks mizah...will repay you soon on your's kay...)

then before all of us when for lunch in the afternoon,all my classmates sang me birthday song...i was so blushed...(thank you to all of you ya for wishing me...huhu...so touching...)

then that evening,my father called me and asked me to come down as he was here at cemara...so i rushed down as fast as i could(did i do that???huhu)
as i sat in the car,my father wished me happy birthday...and gave me a new ori sony charger as my old one couldnt be used...huhu...
and then jeng jeng jeng...
he handed over to me a secret recipe cake(blueberry cheesecake is my most favourite-only god knows how i love it...huhu) and with a box of chocolate....(duuhh my A+++++ favourite food)...
i couldnt do anything but accepting with the smile to both of my ears...huhu
p/s: to be continued...

words of wisdom from pak guard

last friday as me and my always hungry housemate (farahin,fathiyah,n anis:muahhaha) went to find the most cheapest food sold in shah alam(is there any here???),pak guard called us....
what have we done wrong????

then he told us that it was dangerous to hold our purse and handphone while walking alongside the road...someone might snatched our purse easily...he told us that we cannot expect everyone around us to be nice to us...as the malay proverb said "rambut sama hitam hati lain-lain", meaning that although we have the same features but we dont have the same personalities and qualities...

so he warned us to be more careful here in shah alam as this a black area...
here are some of the advices he told us...

1. walk in group when going out
2. do not hold the phone and purses ; put them in bag...
3. do not trust easily to a newly met person...;know him or her better first
4. if being snatched,try to remember some information about the incidence e.g: plat number

thank you pak guard...really appreciate your advices....

some thought of mine...

suddenly i've lost the idea to write...
there is no light bulb above my head...huhu...

okay2...here comes the idea...tink,tink,tink....
last friday night,i watched tv(at last,i can controlled the remote!!!)
i watched the "anak wayang" at astro XXX...
a reality tv show to produce more n more malay artist who wants to be famous n so on...
duhhh...
all the contestants in the show are malay girls and as young as 18...
they were given situation and had to live it up while acting with senior actors...
all i saw was a bunch of girls trying to fool themselves in front of people...
its kind of embarrassing to see malay girl shouting like crazy and many other acts that were indescribable....
and the worst part is that the girls parents seem to enjoy their girls foolish acts...
they laughed out aloud as a sign of support...

it was sad to see young malay girls and i am sure they are muslimat,to do such things...
i am not saying that i am good enough but when will situations like this be ended....
in future iam sure there will be more reality shows thatwill be joined by malay youngsters whilst the indians and chinese are struggling to build their future...

its just a thought of mine and i really hope that someday all of this will change...