some thought of mine...

suddenly i've lost the idea to write...
there is no light bulb above my head...huhu...

okay2...here comes the idea...tink,tink,tink....
last friday night,i watched tv(at last,i can controlled the remote!!!)
i watched the "anak wayang" at astro XXX...
a reality tv show to produce more n more malay artist who wants to be famous n so on...
duhhh...
all the contestants in the show are malay girls and as young as 18...
they were given situation and had to live it up while acting with senior actors...
all i saw was a bunch of girls trying to fool themselves in front of people...
its kind of embarrassing to see malay girl shouting like crazy and many other acts that were indescribable....
and the worst part is that the girls parents seem to enjoy their girls foolish acts...
they laughed out aloud as a sign of support...

it was sad to see young malay girls and i am sure they are muslimat,to do such things...
i am not saying that i am good enough but when will situations like this be ended....
in future iam sure there will be more reality shows thatwill be joined by malay youngsters whilst the indians and chinese are struggling to build their future...

its just a thought of mine and i really hope that someday all of this will change...

freezing in here...

as i was writing this post,my hands are trembling,nearly freezing i guess...gosh it's soooooooooo cold in the intec library...my hands are trembling,my belly is growling...huuuhu...

okie dokie,better write something serious now....

just a few weeks ago(2 weeks to be exactly),i came to intec(international education centre) in section 17 shah alam as a short course preparation student before flying to cairo,egypt in another 5 months i think....
well as usually,as a newcomer at anywhere,there will always be an orientation week(or called minggu mesra siswa here at intec).frankly,i dont like too much the idea of orientation week...maybe i was just being traumatised by my past...huuhu
but i did enjoy myself during the MMS as i get to make new friends here and the activities were 'okeyh lo'...

at first,i thought that i'm quite ready to be a student at pre-u...
but then i know that being a student at pre-u is not the same as being a student at school...
we need to be matured and very independent to survive here...
at school we have teachers to guide us to almost everything but here the lecturers will just show us the doors and we as the students have to find the right key to open the right door...once you opened the door,you have to embrace yourself to face all the thing behind the opened door...
yeah it's a bit scary to me at first,but i know that i have to face the fact that i've grown up and need to face the real world now...and i am hoping for the best for me and for all my friends....

p/s: that's all for now...i couldnt type anymore...my hands are feeling numb....the air cond had made me lost my sense... got to go....daaaaa...

p/s: will write more about my life in intec in future posts...

i also have one now....

duuhhh....all this while i've been reading my friends' blogs (anonimously of course....huhu)...and now i have the chance to create my own blog...yippeee!!!!

actually i've always wanted to own a blog but i just like reading other's blogs better....it's just like knowing someone much better and deeper than just talking to them...

i really enjoy reading others blogs as blogs are somewhat like the prayers in the owners' heart....huhu...

erm... i've been following liyana's,asmn's,awie's,jana's,rohil's,and cher's blog actually...and thanks to them,my newest interest is blogging....yey,i got a new hobby....